What does that mean?

Being pregnant is weird. My stomach either has some kind of pressure or a cramp or intense pain and I have no idea why.

Last night, I had a TERRIBLE cramp. I mean, awful. And it went on for 15 minutes or so. I have to assume it was some ligament stretching or my uterus is growing but who knows. And since I am not telling anyone, I can't ask anyone. "Hey, did this happen to you? Is it normal? Should I be concerned?"


With every little (or big) pain or stab or cramp or ache I can't help but wonder, "Is something wrong?" I'm petrified of the potential of losing the baby. I mean, I understand that if something happens then it wasn't meant to be and we're better off in the long run. But that doesn't make me any less paranoid. And there's not a thing I can do about it. Nada.

I talked to my friend Jen last night for a bit and we even talked about babies and I didn't say anything. I don't want to say something and then what if something goes wrong? I just feel like it's too early to be telling everyone yet. I can't wait to tell my mom though. I can't wait to ask her how she felt when she was pregnant. Did she have morning sickness? Did she have aches and pains? What was her pregnancy experience like? Only 10 days or so until I can tell them!