My head almost popped off

Last night my book club met for our monthly book discussion. I use the term "book discussion" loosely as there usually isn't a lot of book talk but there's a lot of life talk. Last night was no exception.

Of the 6 people there, 4 people have kids, Megan is due in June and I'm not talking. Last night there was a LOT of talk about baby births. What to expect at the hospital, when should family and in-laws come, what is helpful, take everything from the hospital because you're going to be charged for it anyway and so on. I was definitely paying attention to everything everyone said and I wanted to ask a ton of questions but instead, I just sat there. I thought I was going to explode!

My book club friends are the perfect people to have this conversation with. They've been there, done that or are going through it now. I know that doesn't mean that we can't have the same conversations later but I really wanted to participate now!

We meet next on April 30th and by then our trip to Mexico will be complete (another stresser), I will have had my first doctors appointment and my mom will know. (I definitely can't be telling people before I tell my mom!) By then, I can tell EVERYONE!